in past eight months, i’ve lost fifteen pounds.
from january to the last time i checked the scale two months ago, i lost ten and today when i stepped onto it, yet another five.
15 pounds.
i have always been at a constant weight for the past 4 years and i’ve dramatically dropped weight ever since i moved out. it’s all the m and skipped meals, not to mention how hard i dance when i’m dropping.
i feel so unattractive and disgusting. i’ve always wanted to be thin though.
i remember telling people that i was fat and i need to shed some, work out some more, get some abs. the typical hot gay bod.
but now that i’m stick thin, i hate looking at my body.
i’m content with how my legs look and the compliments are great but i’m too thin, it’s gross. i guess all i need to do is build muscle since all my fats gone. yipee…
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