its the fear of not only the warmth my touch gives off but of how it feels scorched

its never the same

its the fear of not only that everything feels in place but of how you wont allow yourself to feel anything

its the all the same

its the fear of not only the cycle of self denial and trials of losing yourself but of how it’ll combust a fire so strong it can’t be put out

i’m the same.

3 months ago